<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Payne's Gray]]></title><description><![CDATA[Draft essays on things that interest me. ]]></description><link>https://posts.paynesgray.xyz</link><image><url>https://posts.paynesgray.xyz/img/substack.png</url><title>Payne&apos;s Gray</title><link>https://posts.paynesgray.xyz</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Fri, 24 Apr 2026 19:10:16 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://posts.paynesgray.xyz/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Will Payne]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[paynesgray@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[paynesgray@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Will Payne]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Will Payne]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[paynesgray@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[paynesgray@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Will Payne]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Friday beers]]></title><description><![CDATA[Diego and I have never spoken.]]></description><link>https://posts.paynesgray.xyz/p/friday-beers</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://posts.paynesgray.xyz/p/friday-beers</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Will Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2026 07:52:18 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Diego and I have never spoken. We have never met. We have been friends<em> </em>for a decade. <em>hbd!</em>, he&#8217;ll write on my Facebook profile. I&#8217;ll say nothing back. </p><p>&#8212;</p><p>I hadn&#8217;t left the conference room. The lights flicked off &#8212; motion sensors. A plane landed across the harbor, livery veiled in dimming summer twilight. I lifted my elbows off my knees and leaned back into the chair. A soft click sounded, and the small room again illuminated.</p><p>I had littered the table with a half-dozen half-finished cups of coffee, souvenirs from adventures beyond the conference room.</p><p>I had smothered the table with hundreds of glossy pages and marked them up in red pen. <em>Fix logo sizes. Move to appendix. Doesn&#8217;t tie with footnote on page 211. Move to appendix. Move to appendix. </em></p><p>It was late enough. I tossed everything.  </p><p>The elevator doors tapped shut. I leaned against the wall, replaying my last call of the day. A senior partner calling in from his house in Jackson. <em>Any weekend plans? </em>It had been an innocent question. It had even been kind. And I had lied.</p><p>The doors slid open. A nod to the security desk. He didn&#8217;t look up. <em>Have a great night.</em> <em>You too. </em>I put my headphones on.</p><p>Nightlife in the city, such as it was, had returned after many months of pandemic restrictions. Flanked by the gleaming glass-and-steel of prestige real estate, the beer garden hosted patrons with nothing more than plastic cups and cheap fairy lights. Even still, sidewalk traffic narrowed to a trickling single file.</p><p>&#8212;</p><p>I lived on the fifth floor at the time. As I climbed the stairs, I squeezed into the wrought-iron railing to let some new neighbors pass. They wore black leather. <em>&#8216;Scuse me</em>. <em>Thanks</em>. </p><p>Inside the apartment, I kicked off my shoes and tossed my shirt in the corner with the others. I opened the fridge &#8212; empty, but for the dregs of a mass-market thirty rack. Dregs would be fine. </p><p>I opened my laptop. <em>Move to appendix. Text too long. Add comma when writing thousands. Move to appendix. </em></p><p>A notification caught my eye. <em>hbd!</em> I heard from no one else that year.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>